Tuesday, 28 October 2008

What you can never have

I was watching a television programme tonight on transitioning with the emphasis on surgery.
I switched it off halfway throough because I found it to distressing.
I will never have this,not because I do not need it but because of my age and the fact that I am a carer.
I will NOT commit suicide besause I believe it is grossly unfair to those who need you but it does mean I never go through a day without suffering.

2 comments:

Debbie K said...

Dear Julia
(((((((((((hugs))))))))))
You are a true & special friend
Love
Debbie

Kimmie said...

jules, if i gave up when everyone said i couldn't wouldn't and shouldn't i would still be hospitalised and i know you have equal strength as i do, so lets just pick you up hug you and find a different way to beat the system love kimmie xxx