Friday, 20 February 2009

The flipside

Feeling suicidal and started self harming again.

I received yet another abusive text message from my sons partner today the gist of which was"You will never see your grandchildren and we will be moving and not let you know our new address"
Transitioning is not a bed of roses and brings more pain than pleasure.
I don't do it through choice,I have to.
Not sure how much longer though

3 comments:

Debbie K said...

Dear Julia
I knew things were bad but did not realise you felt like this.
I hope you get through this difficult time.
I am really frightened how you will be if you have any more cruel times like this in the future.
Please take care
Love
Debbie

* said...

Hi Jules,
Keep talking to me. I won't call you as I don't want to crowd your head but you have my number and I'll talk to you any time day or night. Just talk.

* said...

I've got to say this Jules - just think how you are going to be after May 1st (I have the date right don't I?). That's when things really start to happen for you and when the final part of the journey to being a complete you begins; I'm sure you will feel better able to cope.
Loris x